Shimin

2008-08-18T19:57:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody.
all the best for the semstral exam.

2008-08-17T17:34:00.002+08:00

Hi all,
I have decided to unlock this site.
Afterall, there is nth to hide nw.
And i will be moving on to the new site after exams...
Dun ever ask what happen......

Exams coming in 2 days. so jy all.
Bia, Pi, Mat. Sci, OSRM and Corr. Science .
Here i come...

(P/s: Sorry for those miserable days of logging into ur acc. just to view my blog. This is esp. so for those who dun blog.)

2008-08-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

Find this on my friend site. think it is pretty meaningful..

'when u r sad for 60 second....
u hab lose 1 min of happiness....
so think....
is it worth to be sad??'

I guess he is rite.

I seriously had no motivation to study. exam coming in less than 5 days and i am nt even done with 1 module..

2008-08-12T00:18:00.002+08:00

Dear readers,
I am sorry if my actions or words could be quite direct/ hurting/ unpleasant...
Pls dun be offended.
I am sometime just nt good in expressing my thoughts.

P/s. I just find it hard to say 'sorry' esp. to close friends.

2008-08-08T19:41:00.002+08:00

OSRM and Environmental studies test are so dead meat.
Dun want to talk abt this anymore, or it would be endless..
Just hope that i can pass the environmental paper as it is a fully ICA paper.
Hopefully, my case study and formal report would b able to pull up the overall grade of the module.
I dun want to forward a module and waste half a yr.

Ok, on a light note, tml is national day. shall really spend the weekend to relax and then get ready for the sem. exam, which contribute 50%.

Next mon will be getting back pi and osrm paper. hopefully miracle can happen.

2008-08-05T21:15:00.002+08:00

Had bia, pi test yesterdae
and had gems test today.

They are quite ok for me, i guess.
Although doing 50 mcqs for 1 hour during the bia paper kills.

one more unique thing:
for gems, we actually mark a cross for the correct ans in the mcqs.
This is the first time i am exposed to this.

Coming up next: osrm and environmental studies test.
can die le. cos i no motivation to study.
seems like using the holidays as a motivation dun work for me ):

tml lesson starts at 3 pm. this is so good.
yilling, xinyi and janice dun jealous hor as ur lesson starts at 1 pm.
Jk. no offence, girls.

Ok. end of post. pls proceed to the tagbox for tea reception.
(omg, i am so 'serious')

2008-08-02T15:01:00.002+08:00

Haiz.
So much have happen these few days.
Nt me, but my friends.
I saw them emo, i also bcome emo.
Cheer Up ppl..
I will be there for u.

Next wk, i shall be high.
Lets see what is held for me next week:
Bia, Gems, Pi, OSRM and Environmental studies test
wish me luck. i seriously need that.

I shall end my post nw. good day to all.
to yilling, karen, teri, janice and xinyi, all the best for the test nxt week.
to agnes, all the best for ur prelims.

2008-07-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

.....

2008-07-17T20:57:00.001+08:00

If god would like to fulfill me one wish:
I would wish that everybody would be happy and free from troubles.

To all who are at the lowest point of life, cheer up.
Its life...
Ups and downs somehow spice up our lives.

Long story

2008-07-15T16:48:00.007+08:00

Hi everyone,
Todae i would like to share a story.

Just like any ordinary student, a little girl started her primary sch education feeling excited. She was indeed very happy as she was treated like a princess when she just entered primary school. There was always someone to make sure that she was not bullied and she was nvr left alone.

She thought that this could be overlasting. This was not true. However, her nightmare started when she reached primary 3. She was always been bullied. Her pencil case was always been thrown out by her classmates. Everyday she went to school with a new pencil case but to lose it at the end of the day. Her classmates also teached her to scold vulgar and been young and innocent, she just followed. She was always been mocked by her classsmates as her art piece was always in a mess. This nightmare ended when she was in primary 5 after streaming split her away from her classmates.

She was very lonely during primary 5 and 6. This was proably due to her anti-socialness.

When it came to choosing secondary school after her PSLE, she chose a school that is far away from her primary school. The reason been she want to go as far away from her classmates back in primary 3 and 4. She was afraid that the nightmare would continue.

On the first day in sec sch, she felt very strange. Another girl came to her and started talking to her. They then became friends after that. Within another week, she got to know some other friends through the orientation. This friendship of warmth continue for about two years and started to fade after this. This was proably her own fault, due to the fact that she neglected them first. In sec 4 and sec 5, she started to hang around with a group of friends who she thought are true. They do stuffs together and have fun chitchatting and studying together despite the 'o' and 'n' levels exams.

She thought that this friendship would continue after they graduate. However, this was not true. She was forgotten slowly by her friends and classmates. She was nvr been involved in any outings. Recently, she got into contact with one of the friend to ask him to return to sec school with her. He said that he would get back to her but he never did. A recent happening made her felt betrayed. As one of her sec sch teacher was going overseas for future studies, the class had decided to dine with her. Even though her close friends know about this, she was not been informed. After the happenings, she want to get back at them. she want to scold them but whats the point.

She just have to put this past behind and brave through everything. And this is what she decided to do in the end.

Ok. I had come to the end of the story. Gd bye.

2008-07-12T22:49:00.001+08:00

Be strong and brave through everything.
The sun gets up after a storm
and everything will be beautiful.
This is what i believe...

P/s: I hate drawing microscopicstucture.

2008-07-09T14:39:00.000+08:00

Bcos of u, i cant start anew

2008-07-08T21:24:00.001+08:00

As usual, I am been leftout.
I dun mean anything esp to the close friends.
I guess they just forgotten how we spend the past 5 yrs together.
Great actors instead. nvmnvm
i cant change it too.

Wondering..

2008-06-29T19:06:00.002+08:00

Wondering abt:

what would happen 5 years later.
when we all go out to work, and lead our own lives.
will we still rmb the friends and classmates that have accompany us through the study periods.
will we still be contacting each other.
will we have cold war due to misunderstanding.
will i still be remembered.
will u ask me who i am when i msg u.

Whatever it is, we should treasure what we have now.
The future is a mystery...

2008-06-27T12:57:00.005+08:00

MST is OVER! (:
Not a great deal though cos results are nt out yet and reports are on the door.
In overall, MST is quite ok
I think i can manage to pass for all modules except material science.
Shall not rant too much abt that.
Afterall, what is over is over.
I guess this is what it means by 'u get what u sought'.

Ok. Was tagged by teri.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I would slap him right in the face, and walk away. Hmm, i think i will cry too, but it wont be in front of him. After that, i will jus treat him as a stranger.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To be happy with close friends around always.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Just a simple one with all close friends and family around.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
YEAH. we cant predict what would happen, so y nt?

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
One that is caring and is able to accept me for who i am. one that would be there 24/7 whenever i need him. Looks doesnt really matter.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Been loved by someone.

#7. What do you see yourself as?
An simple and ordinary person, with far-reaching expectation. At times, i see myself as someone who is good at spoiling ppl mood.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Wish him and his loved one all the best.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Not really. unless i start to brood over the past.

#10. If you had a choice, what kind of family you want to be born into?
I would choose back the family i am in now. Although there could be some hiccups, the feeling of someone who cared about u is there. After all, every family have their own problem.

#11. Is being tagged fun?
It depends on the question asked, and my mood.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Busy working. Maybe hanging around at the mall during the weekend with closed friends.

#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family and closed friends. They are always there when i need them.

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Some one that sets high expectation for herself.

#15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor. Money cant buy hapiness. It wont help if i can have all moneys in the workd but no one to share with me.

#16. What's the first thing you do every morning?
赖床 for 5 to 10 minutes b4 going to brush and clean myself up.

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
Definitely. IF i expect him to give all in a relationship, i also have to.

#18. Do you live to love, live to hate or live for the sake of living?
Live for the sake of living.

# 19. What type of friends do you like?
Friends who treat me as a friend, and accept me for who i am. And oya, they must be able to go through thick and thin with me.

#20. What type of friends do you dislike?
I dislike friends who used me as a substitute, friends who betray me just to save their own skin, and friends who shun away when i am in trouble.

Ok, i am done. Sry for the long post.

Have a nice day ahead!! (:

2008-06-22T19:14:00.004+08:00

Hi blog readers,
all the best for tml mst. Jiayou. (:

Hope this sunflower will brigthen up ur days!! (:

2008-06-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

So dead.
Left with so mani leftovers for mst.
5 pathetic modules

2008-06-09T14:07:00.001+08:00

Fuck.

2008-06-06T12:02:00.002+08:00

Looking at the past photos ,
I suddenly feel that we have become strangers.
The frequent outings are gone as we get on bz with our lives..
The promise that we made faded too.

2008-06-02T11:36:00.003+08:00

I have edited some of the previous post.
Maybe i was abit rash last tues.
Due to sch.

I was veri silly last time round.
Due to some silly reason, I cause so mani injuries.
Maybe I treat u too much to my own.
I expect ur full attention.
I expect to control ur time.
I guess i expect too much from a friendship.
I am sorry.

She is rite afterall.
U have ur own life.
Thanks for the wake-up call.
I will take note of my attitude in the future.

(Ps1: Dear readers, lets forget abt that incident. I hope that it doesnt let a bad impression for the parties involved)
(Ps2: I hope i am doing the rite thing. I hope that it wont somehw worsen the situation.)

2008-06-01T13:37:00.001+08:00

I dunno y
But i jus feel so out of place

2008-05-30T16:29:00.005+08:00

School is out, and 3 wks of holidaes is in..
However, I dun think it is one for us to relax our engine..
There is still a lot to be done..

To me, this holidae simply means that:
I dun have any more excuses to not do my reports and study.
I can control my time freely, and not follow the timetable.
MST is coming near..

(Ps 1: Skin imflammation, I have learnt my lesson. I wont touch alcoholic drinks again. Pls go away and dun come back again. Little girl here want to go out and play happily.)

(Ps2: Thank you for accepting me. I am just simply happy that our relationship remain or get better after the truth is out. U make my groomiest day shine. U make me feel a lot more accepted at sch )

Back

2008-05-27T17:12:00.007+08:00

EXPLOSION COMING UP. Pls go off if u want.

Sorry for the commotion break.
I know i promise that i wont lock my blog.
But i still did it. cos the blog template went missing by the sotong me.

Maybe i am panaroid. But I feel neglected somehw.
Esp. during practical and case study.
I feel like out of the box.
I dunno the latest happenings of case study.
I cant click in.
Its like i am included jus becos it is a need. Just because i stare at u.

I am sorry.
I dun help much during practicals.
I am acting like bossy or supervising just like what mr joseph says.
Pipette just choose to be my enemy.
It just dun want to be my friends.
I guess i am just too dependent on yuan fang last yr.
MAybe this is my own excuse.

Gd bye.
Any unhapiness. pls tag.

2008-05-18T18:06:00.000+08:00

Lets thrive on.

Jiayou :)

2008-05-18T16:58:00.003+08:00

I just like the way hw kids smile.
They somehw makes my dae.
If I had a chance , I would choose to remain young.
To stay as a kid..
Although they dont enjoy much freedom, they dont have stress too.

Life is puzzling.
When i was a kid, i longed to grow up, thinking that young adult life is exciting..
But when i grow up, i yearn to be a kid once again..

2008-05-15T18:12:00.003+08:00

I hope that after saying the truth, things wont change.
I noe it is hard.
But i cant keep on lying.

2008-05-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

While its getting better for others,
its jus get worse for me.

i am getting more and more reluctant to do work.
esp. for datasheets.
Although i know that by doing this, i am going to suffer in the end.
And i will also pull down my practical mates.

It is like the devil is ruling in my mind.
I guess i am lucky.
That i have efficient practical mates and friends.
They somehow pushes me.
Cos i am monkey see monkey do.

quiz

2008-05-04T16:33:00.005+08:00

Should i sae i am bored? or unreluctant to do report?
I think the latter is for me.

so i do some quizes i saw on eli blog
here are the results,

Your Element Is Water

A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious.
That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep.

Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily.
You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others.

You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves.
You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.

What's" Your Element?

here is another 1.

What Your Easter Egg Says About You

You are cheerful, friendly, and open minded.
You do your best to make sure everyone is happy, including yourself.
Empathy comes easily to you. You are very forgiving.
You don't hold grudges. You easily forget about any negativity in your life.

Ok. that is it. gd bye.

(ps: i need to come up with a new wae to do report. maybe i shld go for books instead of the net. i tend to do other things instead of the report.)

Argh

2008-05-01T15:31:00.003+08:00

Argh!!
It is just so frustrating when i dunno hw to do my tutorials.
Corrosion Science completely dunno hw to do..
Then the rest all half half.

I am so worried for my studies lor.
It is like onli the third week of sch.
and i am struggling like crazy for the tutorials.

I just dun like this feeling lah.
What should I do? can someone guide?

Sry for venting out and spoiling ur mood.
Happy labour day btw.

(Ps: I hope that the teacher would use some simple eng in the tutorial and lecture cos my eng simply sucks).

The onli word

2008-04-26T17:45:00.003+08:00

Hate it...
The onli word to describe for a lot of things...
BUT..
I am all right, so dun worry.

Btw, here is a site for environmental studies on safety hazards.
http://www.ccohs.ca/oshanswers/

Long Sleep

2008-04-23T06:37:00.003+08:00

Gd morning

Had anyone slept from 8 pm to 6am without waking up?

Well, i did it yesterdae..
With an intention of napping 4 a while b4 doing tutorials...
Havent have such a long slp since two yrs ago...
Although this wasnt the worse..
My worse record was from 3 am to 3 pm..
And this was provided that my mum actually woke me up...

Anyway, the feeling of having such a nice and long slp is so shiok..
Hope I can have more of it..

Ok, gt to go do tutorials le.
Bye all.

Local Singaporeans

2008-04-19T18:33:00.002+08:00

Singaporeans are indeed local...

This is the case to show:
Recently my neighbourhood has just opened a value dollar shop..
The items are really cheap
And everytime when i passed by it, it is always crowded with ppl..
of cox me been local also join in...

Btw, here is a veri good site for corrosion science:
http://www.corrosionsource.com/technicallibrary/corrdoctors/index.htm .

Enjoy the weekends.

2008-04-18T18:52:00.002+08:00

Went je with agnes todae...
After 4 mths...
It is really nice to catch up wif u...

Aftereffect

2008-04-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

The starting of sch have brought about some aftereffect for me.
I am feeling frustrated and tired, leading to frequent jumpiness( if there is this word).
Sry ppl. Bear with it, pls?
I hope that i can get over this soon.

Btw, it is getting confusing over ORSM, esp when the teacher try to helps us understand the concept. It jus dun help but add on to the qn marks already in my mind.

Seriously, if understanding a concept is so hard, y dun jus memorise them. I seriously think that memorising is better than understanding esp. for a totally foreign concept.

Ok, bb.

catching up..

2008-04-17T16:29:00.002+08:00

Catching up with ethel and chengteng during break today was great.

It was such a nice concidence...

School

2008-04-15T23:42:00.005+08:00

HI all,

here to update on school.
what i can just say is that yr 2 is really different from yr 1.
major difference is on the workload and sitting.

For the workload:
there are seriously more report, data sheets and presentation to be done.
And to add on, there are case studies and mst (mid sem test).

For the sitting.
I prefer to sit in classrooms as compared to lecture theatre, esp the 1 in mlt 1.
Whereby we have to use a small table for the writting of notes.
Plus there is little place for stretching, leading to a stiff neck.

And of course, without saying, the stress lvl is indeed higher. Although it is like 2 days since schoool starts, the tension is already there.

Lastly, yr 2 sucks and i think it will get more sucky nxt sem and yr. But i guess that is what we have to go through. A price to pay to grow up. Sry for the vulgar.

Tkcare ppl.

(Ps: Sry guildmates for quitting maple.)

Friendship

2008-04-12T14:04:00.004+08:00

Finally manage to get into imeem, and dl this song called ' Peng you' by Zhou Hua Jian.
Would like to dedicate it to all friends out there.
Although it is pretty old, I found this song pretty meaningful.
Indeed, this song have left me a deep impression since I was young.

Sometimes, I wonder hw will the world b:
without friendship or kinship.
with everyone been selfish and always minding their own business.

I think if the world is like this, it would b meaningless.
I am glad that humans have feelings and that the world is full of love ,care and concern from ur loved ones.
This have made it a better place to live in.

Thanks those who tag.
Ur corcern are appreciated.

Sch is starting and i am somehw nt ready. Still addicted to games and cant wake up earli.

Thinking back..

2008-04-05T17:59:00.004+08:00

Thinking back, i had locked and deleted this blog for 3 times due to emoness in just like 9 mths.
It is nt too long and yet so mani have happened.

I think i should start thinking on the bright side.
Cos thinking back, i was veri silly..
Things are not that bad in the end.

I will try my best nt to lock or delete this blog again. This is a promise.

Lastly, thanks all who tag.
Tkcares ppl.

(Ps: imeem is so laggy.)

2008-04-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

Hi, i am back.

I thought i wont want to come back to blogging anymore. Also dunno y i have the sudden urge to blog.

Recently join a guild called xPANGSAI.
I would like to thank all those in the guild.

U guys realli make my day with all the talks and events.
Esp during todae group pq.
Although i didnt talk much, but i realli enjoy ur company.
Nvr have i thought having a guild would b so fun. Until today.
At first i dun have any gd impression, but nw i do.

It is a pity that school gonna start for me.
And with a timetable that ends on six on mon and thurs, four on tue, i guess i will be on9 onli on wed and fri for onli an hour .
I hope that the nxt time i went in, i will still b in the guild.

But, no matter what, I would remember u guys and the guild blog.
Tkcare all.

To agnes, i wonder what have happened. i thought everything have gone back to normal. but it havent. u havent reply my msg or reply me on msn. Jus what have happened. Pls tell me.